its over. unknowingly, its been one year already. i think that's enough. ah, i should'nt say its over, cos nothing ever started. foolish and how silly can i ever get. looking desperate for something that does not even exsist, will not even happen. holding on to something that will never be mine. duh, i am feeling pathetic now. cos, i made a pact with myself yesterday. if you did thought of me, you wld send me a msg before leaving. but, that was just a wishful thinking of my part. all of these little and little stuff that happens, that occurs, it wld mean something, or otherwise.
when it comes to the matter of the heart, it makes one turn stupid.
zzz.
time flies. three years.
tyl.
everything happened like it was just yesterday. little that i realised it had been 3 years since i last saw you. wonder what would be of us if not for that misunderstanding. looking back, everything seems so childish, so irrational. dreamt of you on some nights before. you were at novena mrt giving out flyers. i was with lingyue and guozhen, and i went into hiding when i took a glance at you. i wonder. what would happened if this did happened to me in reality. but it was a dream anyway. dreams never become reality. but i am still looking forward to see you again, mabbe in the near future. (:
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