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had a dinner with my classmates yesterday night. together with it, celebrated salie's and zehao's birthday. but somehow, it kinda became solely a celebration for zehao only. from this celebration, can really see how much kiran and his bunch of friends mean to him. it meant very much. an envy of course. i dun see me having so much friends being able to come down to surprise one another, to be so enthusiastic bout it. it was fun planning this surprise with kiran, although i seriously dunno him well at all. everything went well, except for the part when we needed to rush against time. and also. it was the first time, seeing so many of us being able to attend a dinner. i'm thankful that everything went smoothly.





















































































































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went working in school today. as a student helper, for the enrolment of the international students. supposed to meet peiwen and yas this morning, but we were all late! nevertheless, i went to kap all by myself to have mac's breaks! the new one. i think it's called mcgriddles?yummys. i wanna have that again! went bowling at csc after work. and peiwen said something to me,''something is so wrong today. you are like having pms. emo.'' well. i dunno what's gotten into me. but i know i am feeling unhappy. i dun feel like talking to anyone, dun feel like smiling, dun feel like being happy.

oh. mabbe i'm depressed. hah.
tell me 10 reasons why i should start smiling again.

and. it's so near yet so far. what went wrong for this friendship of ours?