cried myself to sleep yesterday night.ended up with swollen eyes this morning.hmmm,cried not because of other things,cried because i felt so,helpless?i cant even find a word to describe.
i wondered.how come things would turn out like this?why would we end up to a state whereby you cant even confide anything to me anymore?or should i say,there were secrets all along?i confess that i might have some negative views of him but as a friend,i'm still willing to listen to your naggings and stuff.when has things come to a state when we cannot come to a conclusion and start changing topics?
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just got back from regent hotel,from the pre departure talk by UQ.hmmm,everything seems to be seeping into my mind.
many thoughts.