random thoughts.
there's alot i wanna say.there's alot of uncertainties.there's alot of questions..
at this moment,after reading a blog,i'm kinda envy of those with lots of friends,those that blog about sisterhood,BFF..i wonder why this doesn't happen to me in anyway or another.i feel kinda left out,like an extra in this universe and stuff.
whatever it is.i'm gonna stay the way i am now.friends coming to me when they realised that there's still me to talk to and when they have others,i would be left aside.sadly,to rot..
yups.
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met up with some of the guys yesterday to celebrate xinwei's and wanchieh's birthday.the gathering also served as a gathering before some of the guys go into ns.
HAPPY 20th, XINWEI!
hopefully,SOME of them would be like more mature after coming out from the 2weeks confinement in tekong,to realise how much some others meant to them.zzz.BOYS.
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was watching a chinese drama serial on channel 8 today evening and this thing hit my mind when the actress went saying...
'when it comes to saying how big is singapore,its not that big actually,and its also not that small.but,when it comes to you're looking for a SOMEBODY,it might actually amount up to some difficulty.
and.it gets even harder when..that somebody is hiding himself/herself from you."
god.how come i have this feeling it happened to me?
3years and counting on...