uncertainty.

some shite happened yesterday and i am still shaken with fear.first time in my life i am so afraid,its so unlike me.

i saw these 2 teenage boys loitering outside my accomodation when i was bout to close my window in the evening.i dunno why,i just squat down when i saw them,with my heart beating so fast.i did not bother so much bout it and continued with my stuff as per normal.during dinner i told my housemates bout it and remind them to lock their doors and windows as precaution.just after i said,we hear our doorbell ring.and after that our landlord came out and told us that something just happened at the other house.2 guys showed up outside jc's room with their face masked up and knives on their hand.i was a lil freaked at that time and i told her that i saw them in the evening outside our house.apparently,they were already here since afternoon..

police came and go after taking our statements and at this point of time, we were already freaking out.to me,i was already shivering with fear.

like an hour later,i heard jc and louis shouting.i rushed to the window to see what was happening and i saw miles and jc chasing someone.as they were talking outside the house,i could hear what they were talking and overheard that the 2 guys were standing outside their house watching them.police came back again.took their statements again.and left..

our owner just went back to their room and continue with their sleep,which was a total zzz,leaving all of us shaking with fear,with the amount of uncertainty of what is gonna happen next..

i told ly i wanted to be back in singapore at this moment.
i am seriously freaking out.i cant even do anything properly at this time.even at the slightest sound,it would make me jump.and the feeling sucks when i know they are still out there and i cant do anything.

and.the most exaggerated thing is,i am sleeping with a fork and penknife at my bedside.

god,pls dun let anymore things happen to the bunch of us. ):