not in a good mood i shall say.full of disappointment in myself.and all i ask is a chance to pass it.and all i can say is that i know i have disappoint my parents.even though all they tell me is not to think so much bout it and work harder.
i realised,too that i do miss him.the prescence,the voice,the everything.
and this means that i am in deeeeeeeep shite.
all i ask for is a little consolation.