joycee's

HAPPY 20th, DEH!~
HAPPY 21st, GAB!

celebrated ly's birthday at wildwildwet this year.something out of the norm.hee.but the important part was that we had fun at wildwildwet!! (i supposed?though we were all exhausted.)(:
i got a lil burnt too.hahah.
to ly: hope you had fun la huh!and my apologies for this year's birthday plan.i think i left my enthusiastic soul of planning gatherings in the land called aussie.oh,and hope that you would love the present to bits!you're 20.its time to get something practical you know.hehe!~and i really do wish that you will be able to find someone to fall head over heels with and vice versa (((:

went down to gab's place for his 21st.had steamboat,slack around,camwhore a lil,sang and cut his birthday cake.din really managed to catch up with my poly mates though.and i realised something,even after 5 months of not seeing each other and going into ns,the mindset of my guy classmates are still the same.zzz.what and what.

to conclude the day,i am tired due to the much fun and laughter with the ladies!and getting a lil emo.i know that i am over it,i really am and that he is not worth it.but how come his actions,his words,his face affects me so much.even after such a long time,a long distance?zzzzzzzz.

i need to get out of this grey cloud,this past of mine.