yes. its been a long time since i've blogged.
i've gotten my results. kinda disappointed.
i've graduated. yayness!
i've given up on a job that i know i would enjoy working for. thanks angela for the intro, paiseh about it too!
i've met up with jie and mouse! like finally.
i've decided on the path i want to take?
i've almost used up all my money. ):
i've tried canele patessier. yummy.
i've gone k boxing with jie! lalala~
i've fallen in love with agnes b and kate spade. but i dun think i wld part my precious hard earned money to it.


and. i'm kinda into rui'en's songs!

sometimes. i think that i am a taurus. given that my birthday is on the 16th of april. which is like the end of being an aries, an early taurus. yeaps. thas what my cousin told me too. i agree to a certain extent too.

read a mag today and can really confirm that i am both!

aries
fearless; fun loving; competitive; have lotsa confidence; hate admitting to mistakes.

hahas. i din know i was supposed to be fun-loving leh. mabbe i like having fun, but not that much fun?

taurus
this month is all about new beginnings for you. so now is the time to fix what's bugging you. you're not fighting with your BFF but you're not exactly hanging out the way you used to either. Repair the relationship before things get worse.

this is soooo true. omgosh. i dunno whats going on between us lately. i can't get the problem fixed and i think i am getting tired of trying to fix it already. i am giving it one last try and i hope that it would work out.

i am tired of waiting, holding on to false hope.

and my parents are looking at the accomodation for me in ipswich already.

it's been raining this week.
and i kinda love this kind of weather. other than making my feet all wet and gotta carry brollies everywhere i go.

raining makes me feel like going out there and play in the rain,
raining makes me feel emo all over again,
raining makes me feel like going through whatever i have gone through again and again..

how does raining makes you feel?

its over. unknowingly, its been one year already. i think that's enough. ah, i should'nt say its over, cos nothing ever started. foolish and how silly can i ever get. looking desperate for something that does not even exsist, will not even happen. holding on to something that will never be mine. duh, i am feeling pathetic now. cos, i made a pact with myself yesterday. if you did thought of me, you wld send me a msg before leaving. but, that was just a wishful thinking of my part. all of these little and little stuff that happens, that occurs, it wld mean something, or otherwise.

when it comes to the matter of the heart, it makes one turn stupid.
zzz.

time flies. three years.
tyl.
everything happened like it was just yesterday. little that i realised it had been 3 years since i last saw you. wonder what would be of us if not for that misunderstanding. looking back, everything seems so childish, so irrational. dreamt of you on some nights before. you were at novena mrt giving out flyers. i was with lingyue and guozhen, and i went into hiding when i took a glance at you. i wonder. what would happened if this did happened to me in reality. but it was a dream anyway. dreams never become reality. but i am still looking forward to see you again, mabbe in the near future. (: