(:

you're my sunshine.

not in a good mood i shall say.full of disappointment in myself.and all i ask is a chance to pass it.and all i can say is that i know i have disappoint my parents.even though all they tell me is not to think so much bout it and work harder.

i realised,too that i do miss him.the prescence,the voice,the everything.
and this means that i am in deeeeeeeep shite.

all i ask for is a little consolation.

woke up this morning and had a feeling of being neglected.

ONE BIG SIGH.

EDITED@10:14pm:
still having gastric.zzz.just gotten back from a movie with dilys and the rest.and i realised that i really do miss the humsuppers ): so much for putting up a brave front of treating as though everything is alright,for being cool.
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FROM TMR ONWARDS WILL BE.

PACK,
PACK,
and more

PACKING!

results will be out in another two days.i am freaking out.
and my new accomodation is still not settled.i seriously pray that it will give us an answer by wednesday and i can shift the stuffs there by friday.

plsplspls.

EDITED@10:17pm
i'm having gastric pain now.zzz.
and i'm also addicted to this song.emo.

无条件为你 by 梁静茹

爱你等于拥有一片天空
任何风吹草动都有你存在其中
自然而然的轻松

一路到 夏天的尾声
无所谓 到过于激动
我们有笑容 我们曾心动
不再是 无动于衷

无条件为你 不顾明天的安稳
为你变坚强 相信你的眼神
不敢想 不敢问
有一天坏的可能
无条件为你 放弃单独的旅程
为你坚强 就不怕牺牲
我的灵魂 如此沸腾
为我爱的人

喜欢复杂还是 习惯单纯
我愿尽力完成 你在我心中几分
难以形容的责任

爱一个人 付出才会完整
无条件 越爱就越深
永远不分 啊
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enrolled for my next whole year courses already.hopefully i will not get killed under my own choices.and i realised.other than accounting,there are still mathematics-based or numerical-based courses to be done!a lil afraid of it,but i know i cant get away with it.results will be released on thursday and i am freaking out a little already.

my inner ear still hurts and what i am hearing now is muffled.i hope that i will be better till i get home and see my family doctor.the wrist that i injured during netball hurts now too.i can't seem to carry heavy stuff and bend it backwards.a total zzz.

and i am getting a lil emo ): cos, there's no one to talk to 'cept for the walls.
wonder by the end of the week,what will happen to me.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

i miss literally EVERYONE now.

another friend of mine went back home already.
i'm seriously all alone now.like ONE.INDIVIDUAL.MYSELF.

okay.i miss all of them like right now.zzz.

HEY HO HEY HEY HO!


OFF TO GOLD COAST!
hee.but its raining ):
so anti-climax.

that absolute silence that amounts up to the endless misses.

EXAMS ARE LIKE FINALLY OVER.

now the anticipation of the release of results.OMG.

brisbane city tmr, gold coast on tuesday&wednesday. (:

and i really need to start packing already and of course,settle my accomodation for next semester asap.as well as where to keep my stuff over the holidays..

disappointment.

i got like fucking scolded by that racist landlord again.like twice in two consecutive days.zzz.and this time,there were witness too.plus.i seriously did not even do anything.not even say.

okay.mabbe i did something.like stood with the humsuppers and said bye to div before he left?and she just had to come and say,"this is what i say about manners.atrocious."

and i just retaliated by,"why atrocious again?!"
but whatever,i am so not gonna communicate with her unless its really necessary.zzz.
and yeah,i am too lazy to go and screw her.but if she says that atrocious thing again,i am gonna go into full sarcasm mode.

try me,you biatch.

on the other hand,
EVNT2002 in another 5 hours...

i seriously po bi that i am able to pull through this paper.came down with this coughing fit and headache.i realised that whatever i have studied,i can't remember.

of course,i can't wait for it to end.when it ends,it means freedom.heh heh.
okay.not entirely,cos the reuslts are not out yet.but it means,i'm going home soon (:
and lotsa packing to be done.

i miss SG.like now.
i miss my family,my friends,my cousins!

i miss mac's brekkys;my hotcakes!
i miss tcc;my mighty joe young!
i miss chicken rice;
i miss thai food;my pineapple rice set and tom yum soup!
i miss swensens;my coit tower!

pink & bling party tonight at unilink.

word for the day:

ATROCIOUS.

racist quote for the day:

YOU ATROCIOUS CHINESE.

imagine.staying at an accomodation with racist lady landlord.
when i am back,i am so gonna tell IDP not to recommend CUMQUAT STUDENT ACCOMODATION to the poor singaporeans that are coming over here to study.
take that biatch.you made me to.
thank goodness i am going.
(:

HAPPY 21st, XINNI! (:
looking at your celebration photos, make me wanna be 21 too!
I LOVE THE BALLOONS!
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byebye,
MGTS1301.


a total screwup.
):
i know i was able to score.i spotted all the right questions!but.i din make the effort.slacked way too much.hopefully i will pass.



here i come,
EVNT2002.

HAPPY 21st, YASMIN! <3
be happy.and of course,let your prince charming come real soon.
miss you too! (:

TOUR2004 in another 5 hours.

i dun know whether i should feel confident or not because i realised,i din put much effort in it.like what ly said,your exam on general knowledge ah.got a strong feeling i will not do well in this.but its no one's fault but my own.

anyway,anyway.one of my housemate is going back to melbourne already.he finished his exams like on the 3rd!when mine haven even started.zzz.but i prefer it to be this way for now cos it wouldnt be fun to finish first and to enjoy alone??

TOUR2004 COMING UP..
i want to be culturally inclined!

ACCT1101 DOWN.
byebye cash flows,FIFO,LIFO,financial levarage..

ACCT1101 IN ONE HOUR TIME.


oml.

HAPPY 20th, LUMS! ((:

its kinda sad that i'm not able to be there this year to celebrate your birthday.you should know how much i wanted to.ahhh.hope i din miss out on alot!):

anyway,i know you guys miss me as much as i do.hehheh.but it was great to be able to listen to your voice,as well as geline's.

*remember your promise ah,geline.hahahaha.that big welcome group to be waiting for me in T3.LOL.with garlands,signboards.heh!

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gotta chiong whatever i need to later on at building 12.i NEED to finish what i wanted to accomplish yest night.what happened last night?we watched russell peters again,had a er,3hours long dinner with loads of talking bout first impressions,frequent bursts of laughter.however,i dun regret letting the night go cos it was spending quality time with my group of friends aka housemates. (: like what you guys say,its the company that matters.

i hope and pray that things will be like that for all of us.for now,for the future.

no one can ever understand how i feel.the insecurity of not knowing what would ever happen next and being afraid of losing everything all over.

and i am thankful that everything is slowly turning alright,with me learning on the every step that i am taking.

off to bed for now!

dear baby.