graduation!

photos will be uploaded soon!!

working in school tml!will be lasting throughout the next 14days and yes,i need my brains to be working throughout these days.not that i dun use it now at my current pt job of course.

emo singing session with the guys on thursday!thats what gab says.emo singing session.

graduation ceremony on friday.hopefully will be able to catch up with angela,matin and those that i haven seen for ages!

and i have already forgotten what i wanted to blogged bout.zzz.

ah,i gotten my w170 le!haven really gotten a chance to use it,but i know,it would be soon. (:

cried myself to sleep yesterday night.ended up with swollen eyes this morning.hmmm,cried not because of other things,cried because i felt so,helpless?i cant even find a word to describe.

i wondered.how come things would turn out like this?why would we end up to a state whereby you cant even confide anything to me anymore?or should i say,there were secrets all along?i confess that i might have some negative views of him but as a friend,i'm still willing to listen to your naggings and stuff.when has things come to a state when we cannot come to a conclusion and start changing topics?
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just got back from regent hotel,from the pre departure talk by UQ.hmmm,everything seems to be seeping into my mind.

many thoughts.

recently,i realised.or i should have realised all along,i have been like jutting my life into other people's life.not that i was invited.but i should put it in a manner that explains that i am too kaypoh for everything already.
but,whatever.
maybe..whatever that is happening now between me and my friend(s) is somehow a closure of our friendships before i leave for aussie.i thought that maybe one day i would have a long lasting friend unlike those after this phase of life,they are gone.no more contact,nothing.but who knows,fated for me to lose more people,more friends and to know lesser and lesser.


in the end,all alone. all over again.

been long since i've blogged.

hmmm,many things happened.first of all would be the earthquake in china,szechuan.many lives been lost and the painful parts were able to see for myself the mass destruction to the place and parents crying for the loss of their children.let's all pray for them to be able to pull themselves together and to move on to the future.

back to other stuff.been sick.down with sore throat,flu,irregular fevers.not been working.due to last minute mcs.feeling kinda guilty for not being able to turn up for work and by messing up the schedule.hopfully i will get well soon.anyway,today is also one of my senior's last day at work.worked with her for a few times,fun i would say cos somehow,i could relate to her bout work stuff and others just like how i was able to relate it to debbie.and not to forget,gossips!all the auntys and stuffs.lols.yup,so i could say,i would miss talking as well as working with her.nonetheless,i wish her well too!(:

i got my incanto charms by salvatore ferragamo already!ohmy ohmy.and i practically have the 'whole' set of incanto frangrances due to the freebies.haha.but the bad thing is,imma so broke.and.and.i am still indebt to my jie!

*jie.if you are reading this,i will return the money to you next month!cos.er..ya.i am feeling so bad till i dun dare to msg you.):

char's birthday today.din really do anything much cos we had already celebrated it on sunday!her secondary school's friend came and surprised her.definetely a big SURPRISE for her.duh,cos her EQ is like so -.- hehe.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,CHAR! <3

sony cybershot coming soon..w170, baby!

you know what's good for you.i shall not say much.





anymore.

did not have a good night's sleep yesterday and i'm still having a slight headache.must be due to the weird dream i had last night.random people appeared in my dreams,a weird scene to be in.there's this so called gathering with my secondary school people,funny thing was,huan and weilong was there.huan and i were chased around this school,in and out of the classrooms by a man who was armed,all i could remember was only shouting at huans to stand behind me and i kept on throwing tables and chairs towards that man who kept on shooting at us.den after that,miraculously,we appeared in this classroom with several other familiar faces in it.all i could remembered was weiqi and weilong asking what happened to us.zzz.woke up 'drenched' in sweat.zzz.

finally,an off day for me!

went out with mommy in the morning for shopping!went to orchard again.have been working there for a week.bought several items in preparation for departure towards aussie.spend quite alot.treated mommy to canele patessier for tea cos it's mothers' day today! =D almost done with the necessities just left with a couple of tee shirts and of cos,my cybershot.

will be monday tml,sales starting on tuesday.one of a hetic time i presume.

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY, MUMMY!<3

kinda into this song now.

have been working as usual.tired.and with the great singapore sale coming up,its going to be crazy.heard that during sales time,we will get all so busy till we will forget our breaktimes.omg.hmmm,kinda moodless now,with a slight headache,thanks to the wailing toddler on the bus just now.darn.and i concluded that for every single company,there's their own politics.dun always assume man.nothing much to blog bout.but all i know is that i wanna meet up with my juniors,mousie soon!and go sing k man.

went to sony gallery to check out digital cameras!i wanna get one right before i leave for aussie.but.kinda off budget.zzz.

SONY CYBERSHOT T70!!!

wait for me baby!

a whole new world.

met up with jie today!
and we went to watch movie at vivo, Dance Of The Dragon. no particular good comments bout it. disappointing i would say. i had high hopes for this movie though and it was. arghs. slow moving plot, relaxing OST that might have made people fall asleep halfway thru the movie. a couple that was sitting all the way to the right in our row left right before the movie finished! and the whole cinema had like only 10 people. -.-
went to white dog cafe for dinner. ordered their chic baked rice, and i dun really like it though. rice like its not cooked well, dry, not enough sauce. are they saving sauce or what?! had tiramisu latte, not bad. with the combination of baileys and marsala wine. yums.
got a nike limited edition backpack for aussie. i like it and jie says its nice too! and it cost..darn, the pinch is there. but, thanks jie for paying it in advance for me!

ly sent me this just now.

会呼吸的痛
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落

哼你爱的歌会痛 看你的信会痛 连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动

后悔不贴心会痛 恨不懂你会痛 想见不能见最痛

all of the sudden, it strikes on me that falling in love is a not so wonderful thing afterall.

been working my arse off recently.

tiring.

anyway, some update(s). went back to school with ly and lums to try on our graduation gown on one of my off days which i cannot really remember when. heh. after trying, we went down to the singapore flyer for dinner at popeyes' as well as to look at the ferris wheel itself. i'm like wondering, where is the qing diao when in one capsule, there is like 23 people?!

whatever.

nothing much happened recently, just some laziness in msging people, wanting to mia, some misunderstandings here and there, getting fed up over things that i should not bother myself with. what i wanna do now is to work as hard as possible, save up and hopefully get one digital camera before i fly off, to meet up often with my juniors, my friends as much as possible. july seems near all of the sudden. and the sudden urge to not leave for aussie.

and today's mommy's birthday!

HAPPY BIRHTDAY, MOMMY! <3