Saturday, March 28, 2009

there're lots of reading to be done.
i need to plan my time properly.
i need to clean my room.
i need to do this and i need to do that..

ah,and this stupid feeling of zzzzz is comingggggg back.dammit.it better dun affect me or anyone around me.it just simply sucks.

i feel lucky cos there're others out there making me happy by those sweet little things they're doing,for making the effort to update me on their lives.thank you <3
i feel home-sicked cos i cannot go on skype and i wanna see how my family are now ):
i feel emo-ed cos tyl keeps on coming into my mind nowadays =X

i feel anything but stressed for now.OH GOD.

welcome late nights,goodbye all the slacking days.

let's go&chiong ah!

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Had already made my decision and I’m quite sure about it. In order to save one friendship and to lessen one kind of awkwardness, I think that my decision bout it is right. He said, conversations are made by 2 people and it can’t be me talking always. I agree. But I do not know how to carry on or even start one. i feel guilty and even apologetic about it. Semester not yet gone into full swing there are already drama. One of it would be the drama that just happened at my new accommodation. Mind you, NEW. I thought the security would be the best and things that had happened at cumquat would not happen again. But I was wrong. Decided to do my laundry together with dilys and sandy tonight at the common area and to pass time, we played UNO Stacko. Everything was fine till this drunkard guy appear out of nowhere. Not from the front gate but from the back. Apparently, from what he said, he climbed over the fence. I was alright till he said something to me and that really freaked me out and I started to get frightened and got sandy to get div from my apartment. Div came and everything seemed under control till that guy received a phone call. Din really get what he was talking bout but I heard bits and pieces of it like no luck, yeah, we are on the next street. When div and I hear him said that, we exchanged eye contact and knew that it was time to get up into our apartment. We thought things would be over after we went back to our apartment but we were wrong. He started throwing stones at our apartment windows and for a moment, I thought that we are really zzz. Ah, and we called the police. But they did not come. They told us to wait cos they had to prioritize their phone reports and would send their crew once they are available. Yup, so till now, I dunno where he is, whether he will break into our apartment. I am feeling sleepy now and I pray hard that we’ll all be ok.

I wanna go back to Singapore ):

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

decisions to be made, things to be settled.

and my accomodation still has not internet connection which is literally killing me, i would say.

and ly.i cannot log into chachabobo.WHYYYYY???!~~~~~~