farewell gathering- PART ONE.

had my so called farewell gathering with my relatives and my lovely juniors yesterday.was so busy trying to entertain everyone till i lost my voice already.):but i hoped everyone had their fill of food and enjoyed themselves.thanks to my parents for organising this for me,thanks to my maid for making the effort to cook,thanks to my relatives and juniors for coming,thanks to my siblings for being so well behaved.

had a REAL surprise yesterday night though.thanks to my 6 cousins and 1 of their boyfriend who had contributed to the presents!!haha.they got me an aldo bag(YES,my fav) and an agnes b bangle.the surprising part would be,no one in my whole life bought me any accessories cos my wrists are too big,fingers are too fat,so on and so forth..i got a baby g watch too.also from my cousins!haha.i love it!i love presents,but.receiving it as farewell gifts makes me feel a lil weird,a lil sad..yups.and.not to forget,my juniors.haha,thanks guys for the card.it made me feel 'warmed'.LOL.

went to chill with my juniors after the gathering at my place.had fun taking pictures and laughing at the top of our voices.

returned home feeling sore at my throat and feeling all restless.

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met up with jie for the play at esplanade this afternoon.went to watch 'b-boyz and ballerina'.its cool,and i enjoyed it thoroughly.their moves are really sleek and way better den those i watch on wo ai hei she hui.not that theirs not COOL enough.but.still..went window shopping at marina square before dinnertime at the singapore flyer.did not get onto the flyer cos it was about to rain too.went for dessert back at marina square.more walking on heels.i think my feet hurts.bet jie's feet hurt badly too.her heels are way way higher den mine!

for pictures,go to www.lovestiramisu.multiply.com

that's all for now.and i tell myself.its time to start packing already.
busybusy week coming up.

met up with the 2lovely ladies yesterday night.haha.they were too shy to come for the gathering on the 5th!lols.went to xin wang hk cafe at cineleisure for dinner and they shared their photographs that were taken in shanghai.their recent study trip.all of the photos made me think back of the time when we went hk and china too!GOSH.how much i miss it..
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busybusy day!
went to woodlands early in the morning to ah ma's hse to get some stuff and i saw sipei!for 2consecutive days!it would be the 3rd if she comes tml!(:after getting home,had a short rest and went to my workplace to collect my pay.thanks annie and meiluan for the amos cookies!YUMMYS.and of course,thanks justine for the tiramisu treat from pastamania and the GLASS cup.LOL.
rushed home to experiment on making tiramisu!haha.i think its successful to a certain extent.but its still kind of soft.gotta wait for tml den.hope that the mascarpone cheese hardens!den it would be perfect!
hehe.

& jie's birthday is today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY,JIE!
see you on sunday!i got so much to update you!!

tml would be my first farewell gathering with my relatives and supposedly some close friends.but.sighs...
i know i know,i'm childish,i cannot empathise.

into this song now.its not bad.

郭靜-知道
詞／曲：韋禮安



她讓你憔悴許多 她讓你不知所措 她一舉一動你不停的對我說
我微笑傾聽你說 我卻越聽越心痛 怎麼你說的不是我

她比我多了什麼 讓你願意耐心等候

我想知道她讓你痴心是什麼
我想知道她讓你瘋狂為什麼
我知道做的和她沒有不同
但是我 卻不在你心中 逗留

我想知道她哪裡比我好很多 在你心中她和我有什麼不同
我知道我比她付出的還多
可是我 總換不了你的 心動

你讓我憔悴很多 你讓我不知所措 你一舉一動我的心被牽著走
她不經意的走過 你就把我給冷落 嫉妒把我給吞沒
她比我多了什麼 讓你願意耐心等候

我想知道她讓你痴心是什麼
我想知道她讓你瘋狂為什麼
我知道做的和她沒有不同
但是我 卻不在你的心中 逗留

我想知道她哪裡比我好很多 在你心中她和我有什麼不同
我知道我比她付出的還多
可是我 總換不了你的 心動

我知道了她哪裡比我好更多 在你心中我永遠不可能會讓你心動
我知道我比她付出的還多 可是我 在你心中沒有 她多

亲爱的，那不是爱情

教室里那台风琴
叮咚叮咚叮嚀
像你告白的声音
动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信
转身离开的背影
喜欢你字跡清秀的关心

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马
在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马
在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明.

kinda into this song now.haha,and my sis is like saying that i'm so slow.when everyone is over this song already and i'm into it.zzz.i like oldies cannot ah?!

last day at work today.ended with a happy mood.2months from when i started,i learnt alot,i made friends,i gossiped,i laughed,i enjoyed.(: i guess i would miss it.but not as much as i miss the times at deli.

met ly for dinner just now.thanks for the sweet goodies.i'm quite alright now, i hope.it's not the first time anyway.its kinda stupid when i get all affected by someone that is not quite THE ONE for me.and especially when i know i mean nothing to him.something happened last night and it's quite silly of me to tear all over one sentence of not being able to come to my gathering on the 5th of july and to take care while in aussie.and of course,he's sorry.well,i think its really time for me to NOT get so affected by you.cos,for now.i strongly believe that something went wrong with my eyes and heart to fall hard enough for you.zzz.duh,i'm always saying 'i'm all over him' to yasmin and ly,but every incident proves that i'm NOT.damn.what's wrong with me..

what's up with the complications when it comes to matters of the heart?

&lums.i dunno whether you will be reading this.but still.i'll try to sqeeze out time for the sleepover alrights?no promises.but i'll try.really hard.ps eh.

went to peach garden for lunch today with daddy,mommy,brother and ah ma!
yups.no bad eh.
but,the roasted pork is like freakingly expensive.
12puny pieces for the price of SGD10dollars.
i mean,i know,its peach garden.but,isn't it a little too STEEP???

meeting ly later at amk hub,to go and find xinwei at his workplace.and he says he dun wanna treat us to dinner.zzz.funny eh,cos i dun remember asking him to treat.okays,i'm blabbering bout nothing already.

oh,and photos for xinwei's and wanchieh's birthday are already uploaded into my multiply site already.
www.lovestiramisu.multiply.com






26days to go.

went out with my family to the line for lunch today!
yummy.

went shopping with them just now too!
continued to get more necessities for aussie.
daddy got himself a N82;
mummy got herself a pretty evening dress;
and WE gotten oursleves newurbanmale flipflops!!!

got a tagboard up and running,to keep up with those in singapore when i'm at aussie.
hope it comes to good use.

random thoughts.

there's alot i wanna say.there's alot of uncertainties.there's alot of questions..

at this moment,after reading a blog,i'm kinda envy of those with lots of friends,those that blog about sisterhood,BFF..i wonder why this doesn't happen to me in anyway or another.i feel kinda left out,like an extra in this universe and stuff.

whatever it is.i'm gonna stay the way i am now.friends coming to me when they realised that there's still me to talk to and when they have others,i would be left aside.sadly,to rot..

yups.
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met up with some of the guys yesterday to celebrate xinwei's and wanchieh's birthday.the gathering also served as a gathering before some of the guys go into ns.

HAPPY 20th, XINWEI!

hopefully,SOME of them would be like more mature after coming out from the 2weeks confinement in tekong,to realise how much some others meant to them.zzz.BOYS.

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was watching a chinese drama serial on channel 8 today evening and this thing hit my mind when the actress went saying...

'when it comes to saying how big is singapore,its not that big actually,and its also not that small.but,when it comes to you're looking for a SOMEBODY,it might actually amount up to some difficulty.

and.it gets even harder when..that somebody is hiding himself/herself from you."

god.how come i have this feeling it happened to me?
3years and counting on...

i'm feeling emo.


zzz.