drive.

the mood to chiong has finally descended.
thank god..

i hope it will still be wth me till the end of next month.
(:

gonna ton in school for the first time.hopefully i will be able to finish my review today and let anita vet it for me tomorrow.hope it wouldn't be much of a trouble for her.hehe.thanks for giving me the pointers on how to start!thanks to dily's housemate too.i really felt motivated after talking to him but everything just vanished after i came home.heh.lagging behind for my portfolios,i hope i will be able to get it done soon..and to put all my heart and soul into my first upcoming presentation for biz culture.

i know i can do it,it matters on whether i want to do it not.

cheesy,i hope you're reading!hope that you are feeling better already.(:(:

riverfest on saturday,looking forward to it!

Assignments.

i know i need to start,but the drive is not there.
been doing the ample amount of reading on my articles,but i have not started writing anything.not even the 150words introduction.so much is going through my head,i know what i want to portray,but i am not able to put it in words.i need a reference.any reference to show me,to guide me how to start,how to end,how to write.it's the first time i am losing confidence when it comes to essay writing.damned.
i know,i need to work doubly hard,cos i am a so average student.talk bout being kiasu.hah.

friends around me are falling sick.having headaches,coughing and having flu.god,please let them be okay!assignment deadlines are all over the place,all of us would need all the strength we've got to finish what we have started and all the strength to start whatever we need to!let me be healthy too!

things are better for us now,or so i think.glad that we had that lil talk talk too.. (:

"where is your self discipline,joyce?"

many thoughts

i tell myself,its time to end all these emo period.
i tell myself,to keep this within me and never bother anyone.
i tell myself,to be thankful towards those around me.
i tell myself,to buck up for my assignments.
...
i tell myself,my life do not just revolve around a friend.
i tell myself,i will meet more friends.
i tell myself,that one day you will know i am talking about you.
i tell myself,when that day comes,you will be able to understand these actions of mine.
i tell myself,when all these are over,we can still be close friends.
i tell myself,not to get pissed and lose hope.
...
i tell myself,its the normal way life goes.
i tell myself,to cheer up.


i tell myself...

maybe

i guess we're drifting away?it sounded so good when i heard you went out with another instead of me to get something you really wanted.

perhaps,we've gotten our own group of friends already?or issit a shuffling of what's going on around me?hmmm,seriously.i am clueless.if lets say i am feeling sad,i can say that i am not.just feel a lil wasted.yups.but its all the conclusions that i've drawn.i wish it would not be true though.

and yeah.at the point of time,i miss my jie,ly,lums,yas and my juniors so much till i dunno what i should do..

one of my presentation date has been moved forward by a week.i better get my priorities right and start working hard.just like what louis says,''it's not difficult to score a gpa 5 la.and dun tell yourself you cannot do it..''

had a lil talk talk with sandy.
feeling much better already.

(:

yups.just got back from my friends' place.hmmm.thanks for trying to cheer me up.thanks for that OHMYGOD freaking full dinner.esp to that cheesy one.and yeahs.i know that we're all in a foreign place and should be there for one another.so i am so thankful that i got such a friend like you.but seriously,when you dun smile,its scary.LOL.

hmmm,been emo for the past week.i concluded that it was pms,but its too long to be already.i heard something from someone and felt all lonely and left out again.i thought we decided on one place but little did i know that the plans changed and you did not even mention it.well,i should might as well say that i am waiting for you to mention it.maybe i am too sensitive,but ever since the return,its so difficult for me to talk to you!i dunno what else to say..maybe i'm just the same as the other.

so much for the exhilarating experience of studying overseas..

a freaking busy week and month coming up..*seriously hope that i would survive.

29th Aug: Article Review deadline.
6th Sept: Accounting Mid Year Exam
9th Sept: Presentation for Biz Culture
18th Sept: Essay for Biz Culture deadline.
23rd Sept: Presentation for Management
25th Sept: Grant Application for Events and the Arts deadline.
14th Oct: Financial Analysis for Accounting deadline.

emotions.


i am really losing it.tell me what's wrong,what's right.
):


friends?

happy birthday, singapore!

emo shite.i'm feeling extra.all the joyce talks.):

i'm doing fine. (:


BUT.
As The Going Gets Tough,The Tough Gets Going.

i miss sg!

thinking of tyl.out of the blue.